pirates, in general
a pirate who is also a gardener on the side
flannel shirts
moss
forests
the word “dastardly”
the word “foppish”
wordplay
sword fights
the Inigo Montoya & Dread Pirate Roberts sword fight in the Princess Bride
the word “lad”
feminine, but not as a woman
to gender as la croix is to fruit
sarcasm
olive green
playing the drums
the idea of being in a band
doc martens
vampires 
victorian dandies
shapeshifters 
Loki, and other trickster gods
confusion, mine and other people’s
the moon
the shirt I got from my dad
dungeons and dragons
Halloween
​murder mystery dinner parties
heist movies
tattoos
scars with stories
lies without malice
being bad at directions
sideways 
diagonal 
spatially unaware
twisted, waiting to unravel

Artist Statement​
This piece is a list poem I wrote in creative writing about how my gender feels to me.